ok.... its been a long time since I last blogged... Y?? u might
ask??? its because I have been dead busy, lots and lots of things
to do. SO basically I will try to blog about what has happened in the
past few months in this blog, and hopefully the next I shall blog about
me in the temple
ok... firstly, I had my exams in july. so basically if there were
exams, of course damn bz right?? so yeah, was studying like mad for
that, somehow, I dunno why,I still didn't do that well. It was the 1st
time I had to sit for an OSCE exam, or clinical exam. Wasn't as
difficult as I thought it was, but its quite traumatizing to hav an
examiner inside that screws u upside down. SO yeah, managed to actually
do not too bad, unfortunately, my other papers were not so good, so I had to resit.
and that suck. Seriously, its stressfull, and tramatizing. imagine, you
know that you do not hav the backup of summative assessments, and at
the same time, no chance of resitting the paper again, its 1 sem
repeat. so yeah, had no choice but to try and get it right this time.
STudied like mad, and if luck would have it, I was dead sick 1 week b4
exam, major ofllicular tonsilitis that ic ouldn't even drink or eat.
Its just so pain that tears actually came to my eyes each time I opened
my mouth. so basically tat week was dead. We had 5 weeks to study up.
And the paper was much harder then the original paper coz we were
supposed to hav studied.So well, I just sat for the exam, and waited
for the results.
On results day, was damn panic, it was the 1st time that I had to
resit, and everybody was damn surprised I had to resit. Together with
me were many mature or graduate students that had to resit also, there
were many surprised failures. apparentlt 1/2 of the whole batch failed
the end of sem exam, but only ab 40 of us really failed coz the rest
had their summatives to pull them up. so well, this time, I passed, I
tell u, my gf opened my letter and cried wif joy. Thank goodness I
passed. But 12 other did not. One of them was my friend, Richard. Damn
sad for him. Didn't make it through. It has to repeat. And he is 26, a
graduate in microbio. SO well, wish him luck, and we promised to be wif
him always
ok... apart from that, lemme see, something interesting happened, I
guess most of you guys know about it. ok... I got myself a gf.. most of
you all know her redi by now I guess, CHing yee. You see, me and her go
back abt 3 years ago. Used to like her then, but then she had a bf.
then when she broke up, she liked this other guy, who well, dn't really
bother much about her and was kinda more bz playing games and all then
to actually bother bout her, and also coz of religion probs, she felt
abit odd when his relatives and all ask her 2 convert, which I
personally feel them rather stupid. dunno why all those ppl are lidat.
and then, basically also her parents didn't like him or the 1st bf, coz
well, dunno, personality, the way they carried themselved or something.
So well, she broke up, but I never intended to do anything, but as time
passed, I realised that I better do something, from experience, you dun
wanna loose anything. SO yeah, basically, I did tell her in PD, over
sunset, but she didn't agree. until few weeks later over the phone only
she agreed, after some stuff that happened. SO somehow, her parents
kinda agreed to us, they seem to be ok wif me, wif according to her is
new. good for me. SO yeah. we got closer and all until today la. she is
kinda like the 1st gf i have that I actually felt it would last and
really feel very close and can relate to. So yeah. lets just hope we
last time time. Wish I really think we will... SO well, now back to the
old story. her ex and I were friends, and he thinks I betrayed him and
all. But yeah. Lets put it this way, it was her choice. and they're
done. So basically yeah. I just dun fee guilty. and the most part was
he wasn't like treating her fantastically and all, most importantly, he
wasn't the epitome of a bf she imagined. So pal, basically no hard
feelings, I never spannered, I never did any dirty work, we only got
2gether few months later. in life we just hav to live wif changes and
never hang on too long, that will only make matters worst
darkknight December 4, 2006 11:28 PM PST haha.. finally a supporter.. tanx for the comment.. I do agree wif u.. I should not degrade myself to tat level.. but u dun hav to kutuk them so much right??? hehe... tanx 4 d support anyway.. u dun hav 2 recommend... tanx... its ok.. u hav supported me enough
blax3..shut up stupid December 1, 2006 11:36 PM PST stupid ppl do stupid actions, stupid ppl write stupid comments, stupid ppl will never stop being stupid. Why would the stupid never stop commenting and doing stupid things? and find out if what they are doing is really stupiD?. cause if they know they were stupid then they would not be stupid. and nothing stupid will happen. STUPID. understand stupid? yea stuuup. ...... id pi, pi ,,, pitttt. stop la Stoppit.
chingyee November 5, 2006 11:25 PM PST their actions were stupid. and not saying they were stupid.
abc November 4, 2006 08:30 PM PST i'm not saying both of you are wrong or lying, what i'm trying to say is that it's inappropriate to involve his family. I feel the line about his family was too harsh.
abc November 4, 2006 08:24 PM PST with all due respect ching yee, i am afraid you're mistaken, i am not the person alvin is addressing in his entry, though i know all 3 of you. i wish the remain annonymous as i don't want to ruin my friendship with all 3 of you.
chingyee November 4, 2006 07:33 PM PST Unlike u, i dont have 2 hide my identity. Being a coward, trying to hide ur identity. Y do dat? Y not juz write ur name?
chingyee November 4, 2006 07:30 PM PST Everything alvin said in his blog was the truth n i feel that it wasnt nth close to insulting or dragging ur family into this at all. (note the difference btwn truth and insult) What he said, isnt it very true? ISnt it wat happened?? Think abt it. Think deep. U, writing a comment like dis... dont u think u're critisizing sum1? Which i felt was horrible... yes U i mean. I dun feel dat alvin is critisizing any1 at all. But well, obviously, u wudnt think dat u're wrong. To u, the whole world is wrong but u're right. Dat's wat i call pathetic. And u will continue to be lidis if continue to think dat u're alwiz right.
abc November 4, 2006 11:08 AM PST to quote someone : "worse are people who should have NO reason to interfere with your life and take one step further to insulting your family stupid - when they are not on the receiving end of whatever actions or words and as if they were any better intellectually "
As someone who visits ur blog, i would like to say something:
no doubt his relatives may not have been the best relatives, but that doesn't mean you're any better than them by calling them stupid when you are not related and were not involved at that time. Maybe you didn't do anything wrong, but don't go critisizing other people too.
In my opinion how he treated ur gf previously was their business, and his family has got nothing to do with how you and ur gf got together.
It doesn't seem like you're writing how you got together, you're more like describing other people's faults and criticsizing what they did or how they treated other people, which i clearly feel you are in no position to do so, seeing that you imply you have nothing to do with the them during the time they were together.
Just my two cents.
chingyee November 2, 2006 01:05 PM PST nth 2 comment here. just wanna do this --> *laugh* *wink*
name's Alvin or Wai keng... u can call me WK, Alvin, Lum, double OK or watever u like... doesn't matter.... neway...
I guess if u r ere means u noe me... then i dunneed 2 discribe myself... mayb a little... i'm a kinda serious guy... who just likes 2 listen 2 ppls probs... tryin 2 help... ok... anyway... i'm a normal 19 year old guy.... who finished secondary skool in smk usj 4 2 years ago.. went on to do my south australian matriculation in taylor's college.... n now doing medicine on international MADical university.... so tats basically abt me.. n oh yeah.. my birthday's on 18th april 1986... in case u really wanna get me a present... but tats ok... not really necesarry... but if really wan to.... y not.rite???
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