ok... firstly, I had my exams in july. so basically if there were exams, of course damn bz right?? so yeah, was studying like mad for that, somehow, I dunno why,I still didn't do that well. It was the 1st time I had to sit for an OSCE exam, or clinical exam. Wasn't as difficult as I thought it was, but its quite traumatizing to hav an examiner inside that screws u upside down. SO yeah, managed to actually do not too bad, unfortunately, my other papers were not so good, so I had to resit. and that suck. Seriously, its stressfull, and tramatizing. imagine, you know that you do not hav the backup of summative assessments, and at the same time, no chance of resitting the paper again, its 1 sem repeat. so yeah, had no choice but to try and get it right this time. STudied like mad, and if luck would have it, I was dead sick 1 week b4 exam, major ofllicular tonsilitis that ic ouldn't even drink or eat. Its just so pain that tears actually came to my eyes each time I opened my mouth. so basically tat week was dead. We had 5 weeks to study up. And the paper was much harder then the original paper coz we were supposed to hav studied.So well, I just sat for the exam, and waited for the results.
On results day, was damn panic, it was the 1st time that I had to resit, and everybody was damn surprised I had to resit. Together with me were many mature or graduate students that had to resit also, there were many surprised failures. apparentlt 1/2 of the whole batch failed the end of sem exam, but only ab 40 of us really failed coz the rest had their summatives to pull them up. so well, this time, I passed, I tell u, my gf opened my letter and cried wif joy. Thank goodness I passed. But 12 other did not. One of them was my friend, Richard. Damn sad for him. Didn't make it through. It has to repeat. And he is 26, a graduate in microbio. SO well, wish him luck, and we promised to be wif him always
ok... apart from that, lemme see, something interesting happened, I guess most of you guys know about it. ok... I got myself a gf.. most of you all know her redi by now I guess, CHing yee. You see, me and her go back abt 3 years ago. Used to like her then, but then she had a bf. then when she broke up, she liked this other guy, who well, dn't really bother much about her and was kinda more bz playing games and all then to actually bother bout her, and also coz of religion probs, she felt abit odd when his relatives and all ask her 2 convert, which I personally feel them rather stupid. dunno why all those ppl are lidat. and then, basically also her parents didn't like him or the 1st bf, coz well, dunno, personality, the way they carried themselved or something. So well, she broke up, but I never intended to do anything, but as time passed, I realised that I better do something, from experience, you dun wanna loose anything. SO yeah, basically, I did tell her in PD, over sunset, but she didn't agree. until few weeks later over the phone only she agreed, after some stuff that happened. SO somehow, her parents kinda agreed to us, they seem to be ok wif me, wif according to her is new. good for me. SO yeah. we got closer and all until today la. she is kinda like the 1st gf i have that I actually felt it would last and really feel very close and can relate to. So yeah. lets just hope we last time time. Wish I really think we will... SO well, now back to the old story. her ex and I were friends, and he thinks I betrayed him and all. But yeah. Lets put it this way, it was her choice. and they're done. So basically yeah. I just dun fee guilty. and the most part was he wasn't like treating her fantastically and all, most importantly, he wasn't the epitome of a bf she imagined. So pal, basically no hard feelings, I never spannered, I never did any dirty work, we only got 2gether few months later. in life we just hav to live wif changes and never hang on too long, that will only make matters worst
so basically. thats the end, next blog up soon
